needed update

So it is official, I will be moving to St. George. The mix of emotions I have inside me seem to continually be fighting for which should be the dominant feeling. Excited for a clean start, ACTUAL CAREER (good money), warm all year long which of course equals lots of tennis, laying out and running. Nervous about being part of a big firm, feeling extremely underqualified..not knowing anyone in St. George. Sad that I will be moving away from Logan where everything is comfortable and home. Leaving all my friends, boys, and family. Grateful that I have been given such an amazing opportunity. This I know is part of the plan because of the unique situation of me even meeting the head designer of this firm. It is such a huge blessing that I'm not sure I'm quite deserving of.
I am heading down in a little less than two weeks to go work for them for a couple days to make sure I really like it and find myself a place to live. As soon as I find somewhere to live I will be moving...up and leaving. I can't wait until I have found a place, it has been super stressful trying to find somewhere that allows pets. My dear Myra...wouldn't trade her for anything..but having her has made it ten times more difficult to find somewhere to live. Its funny though because I see her as such a tender mercy. I am not sure I could do this move without her...I know sounds corny..but really it is such a comfort to know that I will have her there to keep me company when I won't know anybody.
So the firm I am heading to is called Split Rock, look them up! They are AMAZING!!!!!! All you high school musical fans...they are the firm that designed the whole summer getaway resort in the second movie. Go back and watch it :) The design is beautiful! I am excited for this next chapter in my life. One that I wouldn't have written into my own story, but I'm glad that I have a Father that knows me better than I know myself and that he is doing everything he can to make me happy.